allinmyhead

Home alone tonight!
Binge and purge sesh?
I think so!
But first some Mary j ;)

Purging this early makes it easier to not eat all day.
Fuck this Ed.

What am I doing!?
Recovery?
I’ve gained 15 pounds!!!
All I think about is eating.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I hate myself.
Starvation, and purging,
Welcome back to my life.
Make me beautiful again
x____x

Mia won.
My throat hurts now.
Fuck.

BBQ with friends.
I am eating a healthy meal.
Stick bitch comes along.
“would you like something?”
“no I literally like just ate”
Same excuse as always.
Why did I eat.
I should purge.
I hate her.
I hate myself.